It has been awhile. I started this blog, like many do, as a journal. A time to sit down and observe all those little thoughts that rumble around in my mind causing interference with my day to day routine. Thoughts like,"Am I too tired to run" or noticing thoughts that keep recurring can give me a better idea that I might feel the way I do because I have doubled my mileage in a very limited amount of weeks along with moving and imbibing in late night activities. Things that when you look back it's like a loud DUH! in your head.
The last couple of years I have spent my time running in a way that has been less than practical on an energy and recovery stand point. I tried building my mileage very slowly after taking several months off preparing my body to a state of homeostasis. As my mileage crept into the triple digits I started to feel really good, no hitches and things seemed to be moving along smoothly. Eventually my body started to wear down in the form of dead legs and catching a cold from time to time right when I wanted to start racing and I missed some fun 50k's in the late winter and early spring because I had run myself into the ground. Finally convinced I needed some time off from running my 15 to 30 miles a day seven days a week, I took a break. Having already signed up for the Tahoe 100 I knew I needed to get my butt in gear.
I began hitting the hills while barely cutting my mileage down because I was overly concerned about doing 100+ miles a week. I felt good though and it was nice to be back on the trails having fun. Everything was going well getting prepared for Tahoe as I started to get tired again about the time I needed to taper. So, I ran very little a slow miles for a couple of weeks and ran Tahoe. I met some very cool people, saw some beautiful scenery, and sprained my ankle and limped it in from about mile 70.
I wasn't as tired as I had thought I would be but, I also walked a large part of the course. Took a couple weeks off getting high and started doing some flat miles with minimal hills for three weeks to Waldo and decided I would go out there to have fun not knowing how my ankle would hold up on the downhills. At 4am Jace and I woke up and preparing for the epic day I brought Matcha powder and my marijuana tincture for fun. The first 20 miles weren't too bad, then, I started to get extremely tired. It was probably my decision to bring the tincture along that I ran out of water between aid stations and started to get very sleepy. I almost dropped at mile 30 for not keeping my eyes open and decided to drop at mile 40 while being an hour from the cut off at Twins #2 aid station. I was pretty okay with my decision to drop because I wanted to be fresh for Yosemite in 3 weeks.
At the start of Labor Day weekend I ended up doing a big hill run with bike shop dudes on bikes, ran around Waldo, and did large hills everyday of Yosemite when I started to feel my ankle go south. With my ankle super weak and the rain and snow coming in from all directions, Jace and I called it a week.
Getting back into town I took some days off and resumed my routine at a slow pace while trying to keep the miles on. The legs started to get sore doing even small miles with Lindsay. So, it was time to take another break of about three weeks while being unemployed and having no money, which blew. On my move to Portland I had just started to run again and felt good about it. I was waking up early to run before Joe Bike and commuting on the bike. Enjoying being out in the morning and my new change in scenery my miles started to creep into doing a couple hours a day and an hour on the bike. That's when my heart started to feel like it was gonna beat out of my chest sometime late February and early March.
So here we are now. Several months later I have found my own place in NW and I have been living a very mellow life with work one block away and hanging out with a girl that lives a block away. I walk everywhere, which is awesome! I live about one mile from several trail heads that link over 80 miles of trails in Forest Park and the surrounding area and am just starting running again.
My plan this go around is extremely different. Im not gonna focus on mileage at all. Recovery is the name of the game. Getting used to lower miles and building for strength and efficiency before adding more miles on. Starting out by taking more days off a week and building quality. Keeping my mind tuned into to how my body is doing. When Im tired, I rest more. Getting good quality sleep is key. No drinking or herb! Eat enough, don't leave the body feeling hangry in between meals and plan ahead.